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Thursday, July 02, 2009

not really liking this title function

Convicted Convictions

 

I have lived in this world long enough to learn

That people are only interested in changing others opinions

Like facts no longer matter

And conviction is some ancient relic

Long since lost to the modernity of half truths sold at wholesale prices

In search for deeper meaning

My conscience mockingly suggested that I Google

Discourse has been downsized to a tweet

And I am afraid that anything longer and people won’t be able to follow.

not quite sure which is worse,

An illiterate society or one which fails to comprehend

 

So addicted to high fructose corn syrup

That consuming anything without additives is akin to some form of cruelty

So in comes sweet & low, Splenda, Saccharine, sorbitol,

and a whole host of substitutes

there is so many

one is left to question the sincerity of anyone’s kindness

altruism was jilted at the altar

left for ulterior motives

humanity walks the earth wounded in search of divine closure

praying to a deity while preying upon one another

 

In warped worlds

greed approximates survival

as cities are the crown jewels of a bankrupt civilization

fear is considered healthy

when prescribed in appropriate doses

and even if such prescribed rhetoric were believable

it is more likely that this nation over-medicates

in the same manner that it overeats

cause its zeitgeist dictates that there is never enough

 

Demeanor,

Typically reckless

Something about the combination of idle minds and too much time

That causes people to rhyme without reason

So we begin nodding our heads and gyrating our hips to this societal cacophony

Screaming encore for auto-tunes

Because our ears have forgotten the meaning of harmony

Thus Justice

and the discord she wields in her sword and scale is all we have left

 

 Piece and blessings


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Year 28...

yeah these days i keep it pretty low key. to very little fan fare i celebrated my 27th birthday.  those who remembered called or texted me to wish me a happy birthday and to those i thank them for even remembering such a thing. no i am not one of those people who feels slighted by a few people forgeting my birthday. I did absolutely nothing for my bday. the morning of my bday i woke up to a happy bday message from my girlfriend. most of my nieces and nephews called me to wish me a happy bday. my coworkers helped my celebrate my bday by bringing in donuts and things of the sort. one of my coworker baked some cookies and when i tell you tha this lady can bake she can bake like no one I have ever known in my life. put it this way if she came out with a line of baked goods i would emphatically endorse such a product. I came home from work my aunt called me to tell me that she made me a pan of lasanga as my gift (damn good gift if you ask me).   the simplicity of the day made me happy. it was so simple in fact i went to bed before 11pm yesterday.

usually i spend my bday by myself or with family (that includes close friends). this year i chose to spend my day by myself. some people consider me a social butterfly but truth is i am a loner by nature. oddly enough i did come to find on cbs morning news that new jersey became a british colony (they took the land from the dutch) on june 24 1664. no sure how accurate it is but the state website does corroborate this fact somewhat in fact stating that this territoy became a british colony in 1664. the exact date it doesn't say and i don't feel like doing the research to confirm such a thing.

my thoughts on 27 years being earth bound..

I respect facts for what they are. however, there are too many people purposely spinning facts in order to propriotize truth.

it looks like breadth as opposed to depth is the winner of the information age.

I feel sorry for libraries. people rarely go into libraries anymore. i still get giddy as all hell when i see a building full of books. I also become humbled as I realize that there is a lot out there that i don't know no or cannot even begin to understand. and at this age I am thinking I have become fine with that.

I still believe that humanity has made a mockery of love. perhaps in a few hundred thousand years (if humans are still around at that point) they will better be able to understand such phenomona.

I am deathly afraid that humans are messing on a terrain that they know very little about. from what i understand about life, creation is a very special gift giving to a very few species. humans have done a great job at creation to mimicry. however, I am certain they are going too far with trying to create intelligent life forms with human characteristics. what will humanity do when it has made itself obsolete?

it seems to me that we are always on the go and just doing things that we rarely take the time to think. I understand the concept of making decisions in a world with imperfect/incomplete information or even instinct for that matter however, the amount of ready, fire, aim that is is going on in this society will be the end of us as we know it.

I am no environmentalist to say the least but when a species has not only polluted its land,water, and air but has found a way to pollute space as well one said species may need to rethink its modus operandi.

we are in a serious need of people who will ask better questions and not willing to accept bullshit answers.

piece and blessings yall.


Monday, June 08, 2009

very few shortcuts...

The essence of a professional

 

My brother and thought Afron often asks me what the word is when he sees me online. The word, as we call it is simply the prevailing dominant thought in our minds, almost like a word or concept of the day. So when he routinely asked what as the word. I simply told him professional. Of course he asked me to elaborate and a week and some days later I have decided to elaborate the best way I know how.

 

To be a professional can mean a great many of things.  In the world of radio jock Wendy Williams, professionals can be given. If you don’t know what it means to give a professional then you certainly won’t find out here, all I will say about that is think of superhead.  In the world of the civilized, if I can call this world and our interactions such, to be professional is to do something at a high enough level to be compensated for it.  Although the previous definition is a vague one to say the least it will have to do for the purpose of this scribing.

 

What motivated me to want to even think about professionalism? That is a fair question. No, it was not Lebron James storming off the court like a poor sport last week after the Orlando Magic sent him home after defeating Cleveland in game six of the eastern conference finals. What motivated me to even want to broach the subject of professionalism was noticing how those teams prepared to play against each other. From the scouting reports to the execution despite the fact that at this level of competition and this time of year the other team pretty much knows what you are running and how you are going to run it. Then my thoughts went to those NCAA commercials where they talk about most collegiate athletes go on to be pros in areas other than sports.

 

As those commercials came running through my head I began to ask myself; are us typical people who get up to go to work each morning professionals? Now there is the notion of professionalism which is pretty much the idea of given an honest day’s effort and being a team player on the job. There is some more than can be said about the essence of professionalism but I will stop there for some sake of brevity. After some thinking I came to the conclusion that the answer to this inquiry is generally a no.

 

I know that flatly saying no is a cynic’s approach to things but I have to say that professionalism is learned. Most people are able to be paid for something simply by portraying some level of talent or proficiency in a said area. For me that area is finance. For the typical American most of us dread getting up and going to work. Most of try to get away with doing as little as possible or shall I say just enough not to get fired (which in this economy is a lot more than what it used to be). Well let me be fair here, most of us do what is asked of us. However, very few of us will go beyond what is being asked of us in the work environment generally because we feel we are not being paid enough or we feel underappreciated for all the duties we thanklessly perform on a day to day basis.

 

How does one learn professionalism? Well for me as cliché as it sounds I learned from watching professionals go about their business.  I garnered the essence of being a professional from reading biographies of people I considered good at what they do. What I have learned being professional is putting in that extra effort in order to be better. It is not resting on one’s laurels. Great examples of being a professional include the likes of professional athletes. One example is hall of fame wide receiver Jerry Rice, often referred to as the greatest wide receiver to ever play the game of football. Despite these accolades, he was also known for being the hardest working person in the game. It was said that during his day his off season training regiment was one of the toughest there were. In fact many of people have attempted to work out with jerry rice only to find they didn’t have what it took to put their bodies through such rigorous train. The question remains. Did jerry have to put himself through all the training he did? The answer is no. however, Jerry Rice realized that his talent was enough or maybe he wouldn’t let it be enough and continued to improve his craft.


We all know the famous tale of Michael Jordan being cut from the varsity basketball team his freshman year and later coming to be one of the greatest if not the greatest basketball player to ever play the game of professional basketball. What a lot of people don’t know is the Michael used to work out after games which he would regularly play 40 or so minutes. That right there is what one would call a dogged determination. Shaq may have been called superman because of his size and strength but Jordan had what many would label as a will of steel that did not bend. Recent television sensationalism has led to many CEOs getting flack for what many consider excessive pay but many people don’t know is that most CEOs work seven days a week most times for many hours a day. Most people don’t realize that being a CEO is often so stressful that the average tenure for a chief executive officer is about two to three years. I am not saying that some of them are grossly overpaid but what I can say without any equivocation is that they work extremely hard. To take a less heralded example one can simply take a player like shane battier for the Houston Rockets. This guy is known as the consummate team player. He often defends the opposing teams best perimeter player and he does so by conducting massive amounts of scouting above and beyond what his coaches provide.

 

It seems in hour (spelled that way purposely) culture we prefer the quick, at the ready answers to questions and solutions to our problems. I am not here to pick on hip hop but there have been many people who have been a part of that movement that have given the art a bad name by trying to make it sound so easy. As if working hard is an old tired cliché. Often, even I espouse the virtue of “working smarter not harder.” However, I am of the notion one learns to work smarter by working harder. Over the pass few years it has become immensely popular to portray something as being entirely too easy. These days most rappers talk about how they don’t write their rhymes they just get in the studio with a beat and do their thing. I am not the one to  begrudge someone for having innate talent. However, I vehemently begrudge a culture that makes it sacrilege for someone to actually try their best at something. We have created monsters. It has gotten so bad that little boys no longer see fit to actually do nice things for or pursue the women they have feelings for. What have we called it, paying for ass or more affectionately known as tricking?

 

I once told my brother in thought that we as a people no longer have any pride in what we do to earn a living. Sadly enough, I can think back on that statement and say that I still whole-heartedly agree with those sentiments spoken so many years or so ago. I don't ask that people become Taylor like drones only that we find a way to be our best. As I sit back and think on all the opportunities that have passed me by do my own lack of professional ethic I can only hope that I find the courage to change my cowardice ways. Here is to having the gumption to challenge oneself to exceed even one’s own great expectations. In the spirit of John C. Maxwell may your talent alone never be enough.


Piece and blessings.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I dare you to do better...

i saw star trek the weekend it came out, matinee of course..  I am not a big fan of huge crowds. and the one line that really stuck out to me was that line you see in my title. for many of generations the present generations have left most if not all their unfinished task for the next generation to finish or carry. well i cannot speak for the entire human race but i can speak for the american variety as I have been a witness to such all my life.

of course every parent wants their child to do better and be better off than they were coming up. however, lets be honest about this present day americans are not sincere about wanting better for their kids because if they actually did want better for their kids they would have done better for themselves. this record level debt we have incurred as a country is a clear sign that we don't want better for our kids and grandchildren but that we expect them to rectify our mess. Let me not even begin with oncoming reck that is social security.

even if we look on the micro level parents are failing their kids at an alarming rate. most of us have sympathy and excuses for our mediocrity. I personally think it is selfish of people to have kids if they have not become their best self. some say that a kid makes you a more responsible person. I say like hell. the women and men of today are not made of the same stuff of the woman  and men of a few generations back. But that is not even a fair assessment people because a few generations back had a lot more help with handling their adult responsibilities. Despite the inequity of this comparison I will say this; as an adult if you cannot seem to find the time to attend a PTA or events concerning said child then one ought to consider not having a child. And that is for both women and men. more so woman because they have these children despite the circumstances because they want to prove they can handle it or prove that they are superwomen. this amount of "i don't need that nigger" bravado that women have garnered over the years is nothing more than juvenile. you may not need that no good man but you are going to need somebody. teachers are not glorified babysitters. and even if some of them are nothing more than 7-3 babysitters there still has to be some reinforcement or supplemental fortification by said parents. the truth is, regardless of circumstances parents have largely failed their children on this front.

In my opinion I think we are all talk when we say we want our children to be better than we are. how will they ever learn to be better if we do not teach them how to go about doing better. high school dropout illiteracy rates are at record highs in this country, mostly in minorty communities. we have mothers who want their young boys to respect women but let their present boyfriends treat them like shit in the very presence of these young men.  we got men/maybe baby daddies who will be damned if someone disrespects his daughter, mother, etc but go and call the next woman a bitch or treat her with all sorts of disrespect.

I think accountability is nothing but a scapegoat's word that has become overly popular in media outlets. however, we all have the universal ability to respond to our stimuli. And what is drastically needed now is an improvement to how we respond to our environment. and if it sounds like I am being unfairly critical to people or you feel some kind of way about this post then I dare you to do better.

piece and blessings.


Thursday, May 14, 2009

as my world turns..

lets be real.. with all the searches going on in the world wide web a brother like me feel like i got fifty million big brothers out there. Not that what i say is in the least interesting these days. Hell half the time I have to drag myself to be in front of the computer screen. Even as the TV watches me, I am having a hard time sitting in front of this machine typing coherent sentences.

Just in case the world has not caught up with what i am up to I feel no need to update said masses. just know that i have drastically reduced my digital footprint. I even thought about getting rid of this here blog but I have to admit some of my better ideas came while posting on this site and sometimes i need to look back to see if there has been any progress made at all in my thinking. please notice that I said thinking and not writing. I haven't picked up to write seriously in what seems like a long time. I will be making one more significant effort to write. However, I am not sure if it will be for public consumption via the blog or private consumption meaning my various little notebooks or a my computers word processor saved on my external hard drive.

I have to weigh the pros and cons of each methodology then make a decision that will best utilize my abilities. Well the little bit of ability i think i have left that is.

In other M(E) non sense. I have noticed my desire to be around people is a lot less than normal. some would consider me a hermit. though among my true hermit friends i am considered a social butterfly of sorts, go figure. I have to admit this anti-social streak i have been on has been saving me tons of money. it is like me and that little stack of money in those geico commercials have been and will be getting more acquainted with one another.

if this post shows nothing else it has be an indictment on my lack of ability to focus. the fact that i have been so scatter brained lately annoys me to no end. it has gotten to the point where I am refusing to multi-task. however, my attempts to have a one track mind have proven nothing but futile. let me start by putting a few things out there that i am in the middle of in no specific order.. i have a 1500 piece puzzle sitting on my card table a quarter of the way done.  I am in the middle of playing two video games and come tuesday that will probably be three as yugioh world championship 2009 will be dropping for the ds. still in the middle of one book that i haven't picked up in a few days. supposed to be training for a 5K that i am suppose to do in a couple of months ( i do put in a mile a day either at the corporate gym or outside on the streets but that needs to be upped significantly). right now i am trying to salvage my dignity by focusing on this post however i have the celtics and magic on in the back round. It is the playoffs, pretty close game but rather sloppy. anyway that is just a microcosm of my inability to focus. I have become convinced that multi-tasking rarely if ever produces great results. it is at these times I remember what harv T. Eker said in his book, the secrets of a millionaire mind, "how you do anything is how you do everything". with that I am off to try to change some of my habits.

always remember change starts with changing one's habits.

piece and blessings.



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