| | lets be real.. with all the searches going on in the world wide web a brother like me feel like i got fifty million big brothers out there. Not that what i say is in the least interesting these days. Hell half the time I have to drag myself to be in front of the computer screen. Even as the TV watches me, I am having a hard time sitting in front of this machine typing coherent sentences.
Just in case the world has not caught up with what i am up to I feel no need to update said masses. just know that i have drastically reduced my digital footprint. I even thought about getting rid of this here blog but I have to admit some of my better ideas came while posting on this site and sometimes i need to look back to see if there has been any progress made at all in my thinking. please notice that I said thinking and not writing. I haven't picked up to write seriously in what seems like a long time. I will be making one more significant effort to write. However, I am not sure if it will be for public consumption via the blog or private consumption meaning my various little notebooks or a my computers word processor saved on my external hard drive.
I have to weigh the pros and cons of each methodology then make a decision that will best utilize my abilities. Well the little bit of ability i think i have left that is.
In other M(E) non sense. I have noticed my desire to be around people is a lot less than normal. some would consider me a hermit. though among my true hermit friends i am considered a social butterfly of sorts, go figure. I have to admit this anti-social streak i have been on has been saving me tons of money. it is like me and that little stack of money in those geico commercials have been and will be getting more acquainted with one another.
if this post shows nothing else it has be an indictment on my lack of ability to focus. the fact that i have been so scatter brained lately annoys me to no end. it has gotten to the point where I am refusing to multi-task. however, my attempts to have a one track mind have proven nothing but futile. let me start by putting a few things out there that i am in the middle of in no specific order.. i have a 1500 piece puzzle sitting on my card table a quarter of the way done. I am in the middle of playing two video games and come tuesday that will probably be three as yugioh world championship 2009 will be dropping for the ds. still in the middle of one book that i haven't picked up in a few days. supposed to be training for a 5K that i am suppose to do in a couple of months ( i do put in a mile a day either at the corporate gym or outside on the streets but that needs to be upped significantly). right now i am trying to salvage my dignity by focusing on this post however i have the celtics and magic on in the back round. It is the playoffs, pretty close game but rather sloppy. anyway that is just a microcosm of my inability to focus. I have become convinced that multi-tasking rarely if ever produces great results. it is at these times I remember what harv T. Eker said in his book, the secrets of a millionaire mind, "how you do anything is how you do everything". with that I am off to try to change some of my habits.
always remember change starts with changing one's habits.
piece and blessings.
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| | Posted 5/14/2009 9:02 PM - 13 Views - 4 eProps - 4 comments
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